creeper...

So today is a Sunday, and a typically Sunday would mean my mom would drop me off at my local church, then she would be her way with my brother and sister to the church where my dad pastors.

This Sunday is the Sunday before the Christmas of 07 and my mom asked me to go with them to their church. So I did. It was a good day we ate at some restaurant for lunch which is a really rare ocassion and there was a great Christmas presentation in the evening. (Their presentations is one of the things I really love about that church).

Then comes the end of the show and I go down to nursery where my brother and his ten year old friends play gameboy together. There was also this random guy in the room who couldn't speak English very well. He was the creeper. He came over to me and started talking to me about the bracelet I was wearing. He pointed to it and then started feeling my wrist and hand. He stopped and then asked me if I had a boyfriend. What a creep!

Honestly, I was scarced of him and what was on his mind for the rest of the night. What if he managed to get me in the nursery on my own and raped me! Well that probably wouldn't happen since there would be other people in nearby rooms that I could easily call for. I never want to see that guy again....

My friend Michelle met a creeper like that when we were in Africa. It was the guy who was selling us souvenir stuff and when she told me I joked about it. Now I can see that that's clearly not what I should have done. She at least has a boyfriend to tell off any creeper that comes her way...

I guess I'll just finish off by saying that if you're a girl (or a guy) and a random person comes up to you and feels ANY part of you, pull away and completely avoid them!!

muwahh...

I kinda don't feel like writing this just because I feel like the whole world reads these but really no one reads my blogs. If people did read my blogs I might not have one because I really just have this for myself to get out what I'm thinking or feeling. And today I'm feeling sad. On a usual day I'd expess myself but mostly just doing graffiti or some kind of art but I just can't do that today. Don't know why.

Anyways, here's what's bugging me. ... What I am really feeling is just like I'm everyone's friend but no one best friend and it's an awful feeling. If I've ever blogged something like this before then I don't want to sound like a broken record. And the truth is I haven't felt like this in a long time and a lot of things, one thing in specific changed something like a month ago that I never blogged about and I'm not going to blog about... at least not today. So really if you are some random person reading this then I'm sorry but you're clueless but don't feel two bad because there's only two people that wouldn't be. And wouldn't even know just by reading this.

This is a horrible blog because I don't feel like letting anything out... so yeah sorry to waste some of both of our lives. yeah..

woohoo something something

Today was a little bit out there a little different than usual but not much. And I'm definitely in a blogging mood. Haven't blogged in a while but that's cool cause no one's expecting anything. There's been a few times when I could've but decided against it for whatever the reason was.

So today, December 14 2007 (11 days til Christmas!), what has happened... Well it started out with some tiredness because waking is never fun, especially when you stayed up late the night before, which might happen again tonight. Art class, the last class of my day was the first kind-of-but-not-even-interesting thing that happened. Actually I'm not even gonna say it cause it's not worth saying and that's not the reason why I'm blogging... Sorry about that.

I've had this one song called Apologize in my head the past few days, I think it's either by Timbaland or One Republic. It's the only song I've heard by either of them so I don't know how good their stuff is to listen to but anyways that song is stuff in my head. It's a good tune as in it's pleasing to my hears to listen to. I don't completely agree with the chorus but it's good anyways.

Sometimes I really wish I knew how to write beautiful music because if I did I'd write a song that musically would be a mix of the songs Apologize, She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5 (which for the record is a good song but I hate the video for it) and the song Bigger Than Us by Hannah Montana (aka Miley Cyrus). It sounds good in my head if you're not getting what I mean. The song would be all about Jesus, of how I want to live for him and how he's sooo beautiful and loving. Yeah, it would be a hit a least on the Christian radio stations. Rock on!

Topic #2 for today, possibly more interesting than the first is simply what I look for in a guy. So if you're a guy somewhere around my age and actually know who I am just by reading these blogs... that would never happen.

So what do I look for? Basically Jesus. So if you're tired of hearing about him through these blogs than just stop reading.

I am looking for a guy after God's very own heart. I want him to desire what God wants more than anything else, more than even me. That's the way it would have to be because do anything without him, without focusing on Jesus will never be where it needs to be.

That's what most important to me, other things are just details. As long, for example, he isn't way older or younger than me that's fine. Although, I would say that I'm just on the verge of being anywhere mature enough to date so guys younger than me would basically have to wait a while if they were serious (and that sounds like a joke to me). That probably wouldn't happen anyways and most guys my age are really immature.

So this blog was a bore maybe. Whatever. Thank you everyone and good night.